Was everything lie?

-How beautiful was it and it lasted too short. Everything after you was black. I´m lying myself that without you is so easy. Understand me please,I love you honestly,because of you I´m dying. How can I move along after us,everything we had you are forgetting. Tell me how can I forget,was everything a lie? Who touches now your hair,I´m waiting for you to come back,are you happy,I´m dying because of you. Yes,I know you are happy because I´m dying. With you I wanted everything,my words telling you everything,nights which I had with you now are hurting me and if you were here everything can be different. I´m asking myself with who you are right now? Because,I´m dying here alone. How can I move along after us? Please tell me..You know me so well,you know all my secrets,but where are you now,why are you not here? When I´m thinking about you,what can I do,only to cry and be sad. Who is kissing like you? Who loves you like me? Are you more happy,my love,when you wakes up and you know that you does not have me? But still I love you crazy,everything on this world I can give just for you come back to me,because your lips are kissing so sweet. With you it was beautiful,you always knew how to make me laugh,were is that gone now? Are you not feeling sorry for me,when you are watching me how sad I am,because I know,you loved me too. First you was saying that you love me,and then you left me. I admit that I can´t anymore without you,but I´m not fool anymore. I´m hoping for nothing but I admit it, I can´t anymore without you. Just go on your way,I´m just going to forget everything,I´m not crying,I´m going to find another luck,because of you I´m not going to suffer because you don´t deserve that. If anytime you think about me,you need to know that you were my everything…


 

Zar sve je bilo laz?

Tako lijepo bilo je,a tako kratko trajalo je. Sve poslije tebe bilo crno je. Lazem sebe da bez tebe lako je. Razumi me,molim te,ja iskreno volim te,zbog tebe ja umirem. Kako da nastavim poslije nas,sve sto imali smo ti zaboravljas. Reci mi kako da zaboravim,zar sve je bilo laz? Ko ti kosu sada miluje,dok ja cekam da vratis se,tebi drago je sto ja ovjde umirem. Da,znam tebi drago je sto ja ovdje umirem. Sa tobom ja htjela sam sve,moje rijeci govore ti sve,noci provedene sa tobom sada bole me,a da si tu sve bi bilo drugacije. Pitam sebe skim si sada? Jer ja ovdje sama umirem. Kako mogu da nastavim dalje,molim te reci mi. Ti me poznajes najbolje i znas moje tajne sve,a gdje si sad,zasto nema te? Kada mislim na tebe,sta mi jos preostaje, da placem i da tugujem. Ko jos lubi kao ti? Ko te jos voli kao ja? Srecniji li si ljubavi,kad se probudis a znas da me nemas? Ali i dalje ja ludo volim te,sve bih na svijetu dala samo da meni vratis se,jer tvoje usne ljube najslade. Sa tobom bilo je najljepse,uvijek znao si da me nasmijes,gdje je nestalo to sve? Zar ti nije zao mene,kad me gledas kako tugujem,jer znam i ti volio si me. Prvo si rekao volim te,a onda si otisao od mene. Priznajem da ne mogu vise bez tebe,ali nisam vise luda. Uzalud se nadam,ali priznajem da bez tebe ne mogu vise. Ti svojim putem kreni,ja cu da zaboravim na sve,ne placem, odlazim da nadem drugu srecu,necu patiti zbog tebe,jer ti to ne zasluzujes. Ali ako nekad pomislis na mene,znaj da bio si mi sve…

-Black Beast

Ljubav u doba kokaina !

Zašto naslov ljubav u doba kokaina? Zašto? Zato što danas,ljubav je kao droga,kao kokain sa kojeg se ne možeš tek tako lako skinuti. Kad se zaljubiš,cijeli svijet staje,vrijeme staje i onda ništa na svijetu nije više važno,samo ti i osoba koja je tvoj kokain. Ne možeš prestati da razmišljaš o toj osobi,o njenim očima,usnama i crtama lica. U veče kad legneš u krevet i zatvoriš oči jedino što vidiš su te crte lice tvog kokaina. I ja sam jednom imala svoj kokain,bilo je lijepo dok je trajalo,ali morala sam da se skinem s tog kokaina kako mi ne bi uništio život. Zbog toga je ljubav kao kokain. Oboje uništavaju živote a mi ne primjećujemo,ne obaziremo se sve do onda kada je već prekasno,kada smo već tako duboko da nema povratka nazad. I onda se grizeš,patiš se da se nekako izvučeš iz toga,ali ne ide. Rijetko ko uspije,kako iz ljubavi tako i iz kokaina. Ležiš u krevetu i opet vidiš te iste crte lica kao da su ti urezane i u srce i u oči,pokušavaš da otjeraš misao,da se istrgneš iz toga na bilo koji način,droga. Koža osobe koju voliš je kao droga,ne bi ispuštao njegovu ili njenu ruku,ne bi prestajao da je dodiruješ i da je gledaš,imaš osjećaj kao da ćeš umrijeti ako ona jednog dana ode,ne možeš zamisliti život bez nje. A kada dođe do toga,da ta osoba ode onda se patiš,vrištiš,plačeš i crne misli ti padaju na pamet,baš kao i odvikavanje od kokaina ili bile koje druge droge. Zašto ljubav u doba kokaina? Zato što nas oboje unište bez riječi.


Love in time of cocaine 

Why love in time of cocaine? Why? Because today,love is like drug,like cocaine which you can not get rid of so easily. When you are in love,whole world stops,time stops and then nothing in the world is important,just you and person who is your cocaine. You can´t stop thinking about that person,about his/hers eyes,lips and face. In night when you lie down and close your eyes you just see face from your cocaine. Once I had my cocaine too,it was nice while it lasted,but I needed to get rid of it before it destroys my life. Because of that love is like cocaine. Both of them destroys lifes and we don´t notice that,we don´t mind until it´s too late,when we are to deep until there is no way back. Then you bite yourself,you´re suffering to get rid of it somehow,but it doesn´t go. Rarely somebody succeed,how from love same from cocaine. You lie in your bed and again you see the same face like its´s cutted in your heart and eyes,you try to escape from that thoughts,to get rid of it somehow,drug. Skin from person you love is like a drug,you don´t want to let his/hers hand from yours,you don´t want to stop touching and watching, you feel like you will die if this person goes away,you can´t imagine life without her/him. And when it comes to that person goes away then you suffering,screaming and crying and black thoughts comes in your head,just like droppimg out of cocaine or any other drugs. Why love in time of cocaine? Because both destroys us without single word.

-(sorry,my english is bad,but I hope that you will understand)


Liebe in Zeit des kokains

Warum liebe in Zeit des kokains? Warum? Weil heute,liebe ist wie droge,wie kokain von welche du kannst nicht so leicht loswerden kannst. Wann du verliebt bist,ganze welt stoppiert,Zeit stoppiert und dann gar nichts in Welt ist wichtig,nur du und person wer dein kokain ist. Du kannsrt nicht aufhören an diese person zu denken,über ihr Auge,Lippen und gesicht. Am Nacht wenn du in Bett liegst und dein Augen zu machst alles was du sehen kannst ist gesicht diese deine kokain. Ein mal hatte ich auch mein kokain,war schön wie lange gedauert hat,aber ich musste loslassen früher als das mein leben zerstört. Dsewegen liebe ist wie kokain. Beide zerstören leben und wir merken das nicht,stört uns nicht bis wann es nicht zu spät ist,dann sind wir so viel drin das gibts kein weg züruck. Dann isst du dich selber, du machst dich kaputt damit du irgendwie loslassen kannst,aber es geht nicht. Selten jemand hat erfolgt das zu machen,wie von kokain gleisch von liebe. Du liegst in dein Bett und dann wieder siehst du gesicht sowie das ist graviert in dein Herz und Augen,du willst weg von diese gedanken gehen,irgendwie loslassen,droge. Haut von diese Person welche du liebst ist gleisch wie droge,du willst nicht ihr hand los von dein lassen,du willst nicht aufhören sie zu anfassten und gucken,du fühlst dich sowie das du sterben werdest wenn diese Person weg geht,du kannst nicht leben ohne sie sehen. Und wann diese Zeit kommt das diese Person weg gegangen ist dann bist du ganz kaputt,du schreist und weinst und schwarze gedanken kommen in dein Kopf,gleisch wann du kokain lassen willst oder egal welche droge. Warum Liebe in Zeit des kokain? Weil beide zerstören uns ohne worte.

(Tut mir leid,mein deutsch ist nicht perfekt aber ich hoffe das ihr werdet verstehen was ich geschrieben habe)

-Black Beast.